Le Weekend

So, yesterday was panty-free Friday.

And I liked it.

Sir had told me Wednesday that I was not allowed to wear underwear on Friday and that I also had to wear my ben wa ball all day. So Friday morning came along, I did my usual thing and got ready for work. After showering, I pulled on a pair of boxers and threw on an old T shirt, remembering that I wasn't allowed to wear underwear. I dried my hair, did my makeup, and laid out my outfit--a skirt, as per Sir's directions, a top, and a pair of heels, also per Sir's directions.

I put my ball in, then pulled up the skirt and got dressed. It felt so strange to not wear underwear. That was pretty much every other thought in my head all day.

Sir made dinner when I got home, which was a very nice surprise. He grilled steaks, and we had a new red wine that was delicious. He made me show him right when I got home that I wasn't wearing underwear, and said "good girl" in that voice that makes me melt.

After dinner, we finished the bottle of wine between the two of us and had some rampant sexy time. Today, we were watching TV and he all of a sudden pulled up a listing on the tablet of an anal hook for me. He also wants to get me another play collar that is just a collar and D rings so we can attach whatever we want to it.

I really must bring my submissive side back out on display. She doesn't like to hide. :)  Sir has also said that I don't seem as "subby" as I used to be, so in light of that, I am going to make a list of 5 rituals that I am going to start doing to set myself back in that role.

1. Setting up Sir's coffee each evening before bed.
2. Ask him for instructions each evening before bed, preferably while kneeling beside his chair.
3. Complete my own bedtime preparations (brush out hair, skin creams, etc.)
4. If I get a new collar, kneel in front of Sir each day upon getting home so that he can put it on me.
5. Wait for him to tell me that I can start eating when we eat together.

And the weekend is only half over...what shenanigans will Sunday bring?

Always His,

His Lady Aurora

Long Weekend

This is a long weekend for Sir and I, and we have been taking full advantage of that. Yesterday, I spent the morning cleaning up the house, which looks much better. When Sir got home, we went errand-running and then came home for what I thought was the rest of the day. "Put your shoes back on, we aren't done."

We went to the mall, and I couldn't figure out why we were there.

Sir is buying me a collar for our weekends. :) 

According to our new contract, which I just uploaded, I am to wear a specific necklace from Friday until Sunday. I figured we would just pick one that I just don't wear that often, but he wants to buy me one. It was very sweet.

Unfortunately, with me being kind of a picky pain in the ass, we didn't find one at the mall. We are going to try another store today, since we will be going out for date day.

Also, tomorrow is my last birth control pill. I'm super excited and super nervous.

Date day awaits!

Always his,

HLA

Possession

After two days of epic bitchiness on my part, lots of crying (also on my part), and some new-ish rules on Sir's part for me, he gave me the mystery item he had ordered online last week. He laid out an outfit for me to put on, watched as I changed, and then told me to stand in front of the mirror and close my eyes. I felt something being wrapped around my neck, and then felt pinching at my nipples.

I opened my eyes. It was a leather collar that wrapped around my neck, making it hard to tilt my head. It fastened like a belt buckle in the back, and then a metal loop holds two chains, at the end of which are two adjustable nipple clamps.

I was very pleasantly shocked, excited, and very aroused. Sir fastened the clamps on, which I was initally worried about. What if they were too tight? They are amazing. I love them. And then he bent me over, shoved a butt plug in, gave me three clit-Os with the pink vibrator, and made me ask him if I could orgasm while using his title. "Can I please come, Sir??!!"

Then, when I was a numb body on the bed, he began taking my ass. He gripped my throat, whispering filthy things. He told me I was a dirty whore, a slut, his property, his possession, that I was his to do whatever he wanted with. I was too far gone to finish with him, but he seemed to enjoy himself immensely.

I am not allowed to wear the collar unless he is there. I was distracted all day today by it, and then realized about fifteen minutes before I left work that I had a giant shadowy bruise on my hand from his hand gripping mine as I climaxed. Oh well.

This weekend promises to be full of more clampy goodness. Plus he has some kind of date planned.

Always his,

HLA

Two in a Row

So yesterday it happened again. Only this time it was Sir who did the seducing.

He took my shirt away, which is cool. And my bra. And then we watched a movie while he teased me the entire time. After that, things get blurry. I know he ordered me to climb on top of him, which I did, and then he ordered me to suck him, which I did. I don't usually like to go from him being in me to in my mouth, but I do as Sir commands. :)

So then we started wrestling and somehow I ended up pantiless and pinned under him. At some point, he flipped around and shoved himself in my mouth, using his tongue on me while pinning my arms down. This was quite possibly the best oral I have ever had/given. The feeling of him in my throat, knowing he was simultaneously at my mercy and yet in total control of me, was unbelievable. I'm greatly looking forward to next time.

After that, we went upstairs, where he decided that since my ass was still sore from the night before, I would have to have matching parts. He left my ass alone, since it was still very sore, and focused everything elsewhere. He tortured me with the vibrator, letting our rule slip this once, and did that THREE times. Then he shoved it inside, followed quickly by himself, whispering dirty things in my ear the entire time.

I forgot to mention that this entire time, he had been ordering me not to come without permission. I've never done that before, and thought it was impossible. I've read about it on other blogs and in naughty books, but I didn't think anyone could actually do it. I was wrong. And it feels soooo good, coming on command. On HIS command. Anyway....

So I'm completely bursting with him and and vibrator, and he tells me that he knows I am imagining that I am being fucked by two guys, and I should imagine a third telling me to suck him off--Sir would NEVER allow this under ANY circumstance in real life, but the mental image is quite appealing. He made me beg to come, and while I have never done that before, I was begging as though my life depended on it.

Afterward, we had some ice cream sundaes and a good time was had by all. He also gave me a new order--once I am done with my current job, I am not allowed to wear PJs to bed anymore, barring certain "lady events." Because that's just gross.

Currently on my bookshelf: Burn by Maya Banks. OMG I love this woman's books. SO naughty, yet a solid plotline and mostly believable (albeit very lucky and highly unusual) characters. Also, the idea of a collar really intrigues me, no doubt from my reading material. Sir and I are married, but I feel like a collar is like a wedding ring for sexual love, not just emotional love. I married him because I love him, but a collar is more sexually confined--that I am HIS, inside and out. Obviously a wedding ring does this, but when I think of wedding rings, the image is much more vanilla. And now I'm blathering on. Hopefully that makes sense.

Always His,
HLA